If we knew now
what we knew then
we would make sure
we had many friends........

MOTHER


Mother is this sanity or a bleeding heart

Is this section of your life to painful to endure

When did you feel the slipping start

Was this the final part

Of life and love, the cruellest blow

Your mind gave up, the curtains came

You looked inside and had to blame

I see you know with blinkered eyes

I see you now with no surmise

The pain of loss deep in your soul

You need me now, but its too cold

I am too real of what you’ve lost

You'd take it back at any cost

You wish your death as soon as soon

To escape the life of ultimate doom

Your pain is etched inside my mind

Our hearts entwine, our pain immense

The things you say are never meant

Although the trail of your harsh words

Are etched inside this mortal soul

I forgive you now, i forgive you then

All I wanted was to be your friend

To comfort you, to make you see

That life is not this purgatory

Of untrue love and broken hearts

You never heard you never would

I guess I never really understood

Your time will come to live again

I wish you joy and many friends

A wealth of love. a wealth of fame

Never to suffer any pain

I love you now and I loved you then

I will sign off now your one true friend


Dedicated to my Mum who has vascular disease

KNOWING THE NOTHINGNESS

The Knowingness of Nothingness
Darkens my dreams
Haunting of yesterday sours my life

The darkness of nothingness just keep calling me

When the demons of darkness play with my mind
Dying to contain me, deep in my soul
Calling me to end it once and for all

I try every method to silence the voice

Yet the darkness of demon calls me some more
I fight to contain this, but the pill is too strong
The battle will continue till one of us is gone

The angels I call you and god up above

Please silence this darkness that eats at my heart
My trust for completeness and happiness too
Please silent the past and let me be free

Yet the demons of darkness just wont let me be

Your trust at your peril, you will fall on your face
Your life history will always leave its trace
The darkness of demons plays with my mind

The sunlight starts shinning and my angels are far
My battle will continue as the sunlight falls
Then the darkness of nothingness will ultimately call

The Knowingness of Nothingness just eats at my soul
Like a tiny little parasite gnawing away
Distroying whatever gets in it way
There is a remedy, there is some scope
Its talking2minds and it gives me great hope.


Vonnie

CUCKOO

There's a cuckoo in the nest and I wont swallow it

There's a cuckoo in the nest, breaking my eggs

There's a cuckoo in the nest and I won't have it

There's a cuckoo in the nest, but they don't care

There's a cuckoo in the nest, invited quite openly

There's a cuckoo in the nest, breaking my eggs